& so it begins

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has been easier to shop for than clothes. i'm really sad but nothing has really caught my eyes and i don't seem to need anything than what i have. i do have the dilemma of not knowing what to wear even though my closet is full of clothes.

so shoes. since fall is coming, i would like boots. i need some gorgeous flat boots, preferably short ones. i also need a pair of green suede heels. mmmmmmmm. i think i shall buy the shoes and then the outfit to match haha.

other than that, my health is not looking so spiffy. i wake up feeling like shit even though i have had enough hours of sleep. i feel like i have the stomach flu for that i always have the sensation of wanting to throw up everything and hunger pain at the same time. my back has a lot of tense spots especially my shoulders and it's making me hard to sleep. i hate my body and my body hates me. i've been trying to watch what i'm eating and exercise but i'm lazy.

i do need to start training though for a 5k once again. i'm not thrilled but i should be able to do it like nothing with my body type. ahh my body deceives. i may be skinny but inside there's just layers of fat over my little to none muscles. also, my stomach protrudes more than usually after a meal.