& so it begins

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- i need hair extensions now. ugh i don't want to buy it if it's gonna look fake because my hair is too short though. i also need a hair dye. i wanna do BRIGHT red orange. but naaah i'll stick to light brown :]
- gym needs to be in my life again. ugh
- my mother makes me nervous. she just had a seizure attack today. luckily, she was with my aunt at the time when it happened. i don't know what would happen if she was home alone like she usually is.
- i wish i had a sister. i love my brothers and all but it would be nice to have a permanent girlfriend.
- i have 2 grand saved up with no plans to use it. i still feel poor as shit because my credit card bills are pretty high. also, i want it to be emergency money for the family.
- i hurt my back at work and now i'm on drugs and wearing a back support. our family is full of misfortunes in the health department. also have another appointment to check out my nausea problem AGAIN. it'll never go away :[
- i'm scared for my father. i don't want him to feel stressed because of my mom, money, etc. he needs to stay healthy for us. please let him stay healthy for us.
- it sucks missing people especially in time of need. i'm sucha fuck up.
- goodnight.