& so it begins

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i miss feeling pretty. this short hair business and my horrible acne needs to be fixed. i have no passion for shopping so my clothes are boring. i'm gaining weight in the stomach area and only there :[ my ass is flabby. i'm flabby.

spring is gonna be the new me. i'm planning to dye my hair a lighter brown and once it's long enough, get extensions. i'm gonna start going back to the gym. i'm paying off my bills so i can save up for bigger things. i'm in search of good facial products so i don't have to cake on the make up. i'm gonna plan for the future.

i just want to be pretty. well i want to be hot. haha both. i've been a green monster by being jealous of every pretty girl i see. it's no fun.