& so it begins

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lancome moisturizer - 45
dior creme compact - 48
physician formula pressed powder - 12
MAC liquid last eyeliner - 18
smashbox bionic mascara - 18
fake eyelashes - 4
too faced bronzer - 28
MAC blush - 20
burt's bees chapstick - 3
bath and body works lipgloss - 4
forever 21 v neck shirt - 5
DEX sweater - 30
victoria's secret bra - 40
victoria's secret underwear - 5
diesel jeans - 120
boots - 40
h&m bag - 30
LV wallet - 600

$1070.00
-colbie caillat radio station on pandora is amazing.
-my feet are so tired from working too hard and trying not to slip
-i seriously can't walk without looking where i'm going or else i'll trip
-my stupid letter p button is broken. i'm sad.
-i miss disneyland even though i've gone at least 5 times already these past two months
-god, lactation and infant nutrition is so boring

i need to get my shit together. i need to prepare myself to apply to pharm school out of california and that's scaring me. i haven't even told anyone that i might want to get out of california so whoever reads this, there you go. i'm in big trouble with the boyfriend if he sees this lol. but seriously, i'm not gonna make it in california so sigh. shit.
i'm overly emotional. i'm pretty much a crybaby. i cry during movies, cry when i'm angry, cry when i'm super happy, cry because someone else is crying, tears come out when i yawn, i just cry lol. it's embarrassing. to overcome from crying i laugh things off and it may give people the wrong impression. i only brought this up because i was watching a video made during a wedding and i was in tears haha. i'll probably be crying at my wedding. yeahhhhh that's all.
i realized i don't have much classes to take but i'm held back because of one whole series i have to take. so gaaaaay. i could finish earlier but no i'm dumb and didn't take the classes i should have and now have to wait for winter and spring to come again.