& so it begins

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i really want to do a cooking class and wine tasting. i might do the wine tasting at disneyland. there's this restaurant in upland called spaggi's that offer cooking classes and it's all about italian food, yummmm. yeah that's it.
formspring <--click it and ask me something, anything!

sadly, i'm still on there and it's lonely lol. go ahead and be harsh, rude, and mean, it's not like you haven't before :]

i made a tumblr but after i made it, i gave up. it's just there. i don't even remember what my username is lol. god i don't like new things. i'm still getting use to here. pathetic. i do like how tumblr is though, it's simple looking. buuuut it's too hip and not a lot of people blog because it's not cool to blog but rather reblog pictures. my tumblr would be boring. yeah.

nutrition is no fun especially for preggos. i'm bored of learning what pregnant women need/should be eating. lots of normal babies come out fine with crazy ass pregnant women and their nasty diets so there! ugh i'm off studying again.

it's okay because mickey mouse is waiting for me on saturday. and we're gonna do elecTRONica hopefully. and and and see world of color!! so many things i haven't done at disneyland! excitement. and like the weather has been bomb.com for january. ahh :]
once a week, every week baby!
my body doesn't like not getting 8 hours of sleep. i wake up with nausea and end up throwing up stomach acid. it's not pleasant. if i don't get enough sleep for a few days, my head feels like it will explode. like my brain is bloated (haha). god my body is so high maintenance, thus i would say i'm high maintenance lol. also, i have an issue with eating. stupid body. i blame being underweight.

i learn that the more deficient you become in vitamin D, the higher your risk is in getting common cancers (study done on rats). SO SOAK UP SOME SUN. at least get some sun (without sunblock!) for 10-15 minutes 3-5 times a week and eat animal source food (especially liver! liver is the best thing for vitamins but not a lot of people eat that anymore). BUT toxicity can increase the risk of getting cancer. so good luck readers :]

also, it's a bitch to be vegan/vegetarian. i don't know how you guys do it but wow, truly amazed. get all that fortified soy products!
got myself a nice haircut to even out my wild haircut from before. now my hair is nice and even on both sides but very short. i like it cause it's different from everyone's short hair at work, i just need to dye it a lighter color. i don't like it because i feel like i look old with it. mehhhh.

it's been nice out. i want to tan. i'm gonna sit outside and read for class. yay :]
steven was over and the doorbell rang. it was his dad and he came over to tell steven that his car is broken and there's nothing they can do about it. then switched to another scene where my all my veins in my left leg were oozing like it was boiling underneath my skin and some were just popping. i got really scared and told some famous celebrity (forgot who it was) to go get help but he brushed me off so i was alone until steven came to rescue me. i keep repeating, omg omg i have amnesia which is not what i had but i kept thinking that was the right term in my dream. when i woke up, the pain in my leg was real but there was no oozing or popped veins. it did hurt though and i was not thrilled. i woke up from sleeping on my back so i think my leg was hurting from working last night. it's so weird how dreams work out like that. where your imagination works with your reality causing you to go ballistic into confusion on what's real or not. and/or that you believe this imagination is so real that it becomes real (in psychology we learned about this lady who had seizures with no cause other than it's in her mind). total black swanness. i'm tripping balls.
i just want to dress up, look hot, dance, drink, take gorgeous pictures and have lots of fun this weekend.

gotta celebrate big for MLK's bday, oh whaaat :]
money is finally coming in. gotta pay my credit card bills and finally not worry so much about money. i really don't know how people survive without working. i don't like asking money from my parents and it felt weird asking my father to buy me clothes (haha, even though he pays for everything else in my life).

steven's and my halfversaries (5.5 years baby) is coming up. surprisingly, i'm not tired of him. who knew? i love telling people how long we've been dating, it's too unbelievable for most of them. then valentine's is coming up and i'm excited for some filet mignon. oh how i miss overly priced, juicy, melt in your mouth steaks and creamy, heart-attack mash potatoes.

school's a bore. all these upper division classes are based off exams so lots of reading and no homework. i thrive on homework not on reading. i counted up all the classes i need to take and it feels weird being almost done. i'm nervous and not prepared for grad school. ugh. what to do.

i'm in the mood to sing my little heart out and cry through romantic movies. i'm in an emotionally state because of my wonderful time of the month so there you have it. i enjoy crying over sad love stories. i enjoy being full of emotions. weird? yeah. it helps me release out anything that has been bottling up either way without looking crazy.

my house is quiet. i like it. i'm now gonna take advantage of it and study. boo. good day.
i just found out about the stats tab. interesting.
goodbye and good riddance. peace.