& so it begins

8/1/09 - 9/1/09 9/1/09 - 10/1/09 10/1/09 - 11/1/09 11/1/09 - 12/1/09 12/1/09 - 1/1/10 1/1/10 - 2/1/10 2/1/10 - 3/1/10 3/1/10 - 4/1/10 4/1/10 - 5/1/10 5/1/10 - 6/1/10 6/1/10 - 7/1/10 7/1/10 - 8/1/10 8/1/10 - 9/1/10 9/1/10 - 10/1/10 10/1/10 - 11/1/10 11/1/10 - 12/1/10 12/1/10 - 1/1/11 1/1/11 - 2/1/11 2/1/11 - 3/1/11 3/1/11 - 4/1/11 4/1/11 - 5/1/11 5/1/11 - 6/1/11 6/1/11 - 7/1/11 7/1/11 - 8/1/11 8/1/11 - 9/1/11 9/1/11 - 10/1/11 10/1/11 - 11/1/11 11/1/11 - 12/1/11 12/1/11 - 1/1/12 1/1/12 - 2/1/12 2/1/12 - 3/1/12 6/1/12 - 7/1/12 7/1/12 - 8/1/12 8/1/12 - 9/1/12 9/1/12 - 10/1/12 10/1/12 - 11/1/12 6/1/13 - 7/1/13 7/1/13 - 8/1/13 8/1/13 - 9/1/13 9/1/13 - 10/1/13 12/1/13 - 1/1/14 1/1/14 - 2/1/14 2/1/14 - 3/1/14 3/1/14 - 4/1/14 4/1/14 - 5/1/14

- my bedtime is now around 4am. i stay up even later since spongebob is on.
- i bum around my house and it doesn't even bother me.
- i'm raking up money from the accident.
- i'm getting better at stick (manual).
- i'm tired of the rain and the horrible traffic it causes.
- i just want to dance.
- i want to play piano again. that means i need to tune it.
- i've given up hope on everyone.
- i want some filet mignon right now. plus mushrooms and mash potatoes.
- i've been going to the gym and so now i eat 3x more than i use to. also i poo normal :]
- i still need to find a job.
- this winter break is going by too fast. it's already almost christmas.
- there's no christmas spirit in my household this year. we're broke.
- i want to party like there's no tomorrow on new year's eve.
- i can't sleep with socks on. nor can i sleep with the blanket covering my feet.
- i can't seem to keep my room clean. it's better though.
- i get addicted to games. i could probably have an addiction problem.
- i just want to be happy, have my mom back to her old self, and have lots and lots of money.
all this week. fun way to start winter break i must say but very expensive. i believe my tolerance has gone up or that i just know my limits. i know now (once again) to not drink at banana bay unless it's top shelf. i know tequila does wonders the night of, and damages me for two days. girly drinks are dangerous because i never realize how much i drank. also, i've grown to love wine red or white but preferably white (moscato, yum).

yeah, i'm gonna work harder at the gym after this weekend before the new year comes and the gym is packed. yikes.
it's four in the morning and i'm addicted to tetris battle on facebook. i finally got off because i was getting tired of losing lol. school's finally done. i did horrible which is stupid because i had so much time on my hand since i'm not working so wtf. i'm stupid.

it makes me upset when i see people who get things they did not deserve. hopefully it'll get you at the end when it comes to real situations and you fuck up. but then again you probably just have that luck where everything just gets handed to you.

sometimes i feel like i'm cursed or i get really clumsy when i think horrible thoughts or get very angry. why can't my body know how to function during those periods? i end up hurting myself physically thinking of hurting someone else. haha pathetic.

it's naive of me to think that no one reads this blog. hello stalker :] i guess everyone secretly wants to know what's going on with everyone so meh.

i really don't know what i'm talking about because it's late, yeah. my stomach is telling me it hates me right now so i'm gonna try sleeping while it growls at me. delicious.
signs of a shopaholic:

can enjoy shopping for others. hire me as your personal shopper. don't even mind shopping for others, i enjoy making people fashionable haha. i probably got a few people to change the way they dress because they shop with me and they look bomb.

okay? okay. :]