friends shouldn't judge your actions, attitudes in life, and the way you are. they should be supporting your lifestyle or lending you advice. there shouldn't be a need of jealousy, instead friends should encourage you for what you do have and vice versa.
making friendships should be effortlessly. there's no need to work your way around to fit them into your life. they should just be in your life. there shouldn't be a need to say "i haven't seen you in forever, let's plan something up," but rather meet up. i enjoy the friendships i have where i can have a conversation with them and feel like we've been talking to each other everyday. where there's no need to fill in "so how's life? school? boyfriend?" because your friendship is so strong the conversation just continues on without asking the questions. there shouldn't be a need to feel like you have to say something interesting so that you can maintain a conversation or have any awkward silent moments. fake conversations are the worst and i've grown tired of it.
i don't appreciate fake friendly conversations as well. it's like they only want to talk to you because they want something from you. i have nothing to give. i really don't, so stop now.
why does it have to be so complicated? it's like worse than a relationship, i think. meh.