& so it begins

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i got color contacts after all this time. it was only 9 bucks. they make my eyes huge!

good morning world. i haven't slept since 11am. i can't sleep now. i don't know what's wrong with me. i got in a big argument with steven today over something so small but that's just me. this fight hit me hard physically though. i couldn't breath after screaming at the top of my lungs and my chest hurt. i was a bit shaken up.

maybe it's because drank the tropical iced tea at work. i'm just so awake. and starving but i'm too lazy to get something to eat. my tummy hurts a lot.

the sun is out. wow i can't believe i'm not tired. my eyes are tired but that's it. there's nothing on tv right now i'm sad. time won't go anytime faster. i'm suppose to be getting up at 8:30am anyways so i don't think i'm gonna sleep. i tried sleeping but it didn't work. yikes i have to drive to the beach today too :[ i don't have the best passenger either because i'm not that close to him but i'll ask him to continue to talk to me so i don't fall asleep or he can drive.

maybe it's karma for what's going on with my mom that i can't sleep. i may have been working myself hard and stressing out too much. ugh.