& so it begins

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i have a comment button now! just in case you wanted to comment me and you couldn't... hahaha not like i get people to read this but if you do want to it's there now :]

i should be studying. yikes. two midterms tomorrow. exciting..not.

-meeshcakes
tips, borrowed money given back = moooolaaah for moi. not as broke as i thought i was.

saw kickass the other night and i loved it. i love the violence, i love all the killing, love it all minus the microwave part hahah i was a bit nervous about that. but seriously i LMAO the whole time especially with the black people in the audience laughing ridiculously as well. forreals, this lady had the craziest laugh it was bananas.

my work out plan is gradually getting there. hopefully i'm gonna go to the gym two days a week. sigh, i'm trying.

-meesh
6 more weeks of school and it's summer. i failed my organic chemistry and physics midterm. i can't lose to fail english and nutrition research class. i really need to raise my grade for my nutrition major because they require a 3.0 in their courses. i'm scared. my science and math grades are bombass so we'll see.

i've been working less and spending more. since i got enough tax return to pay off school, i felt like i could spend more and now i feel like i have no money. i need to start saving for my new car and i'm planning to buy myself a phone with my own plan. so i guess we'll have to see.

i hate people. i really do. i had no patience for people's shit today. if you fuck with me, i'll fuck with you. so fuck off, because i won't hurt you physically but i will get you emotionally and psychologically. take this as a warning. bitch.
ahh i guess the winning to my heart is by buying me clothes then food. :]

-meeeeeesh!
i will finally go back to the gym and try to make a set schedule for the gym. i feel like everyone around me is getting healthy so i guess i'll start by gyming it up. i don't think i can do the healthy eating aspect to it so i'll just gym a lot. i was checking myself out in the mirror today before going into the bathtub and i realized i have funky visceral tissue growing in weird places. so yeah hello gym. you will see my pretty face again.

i also got to test drive the two cars i had in mind for my new car that i will receive on my birthday! (yay! my 21st bday is already starting to be bomb-diggity). i test drove the mini cooper and the honda accord coupe. even though i despise the inside of the mini cooper, i think i might get it because i want the turbo one. i want to go fast. the honda accord coupe was a bit meh and it also has a big blind spot. also, my parents loved the mini cooper as well. AND i can't drive stick. that is my goal though to learn how to drive it. steven said he would teach me again haha yay.

btw i absolutely love those mickey and minnie dolls. i would like them please. pretty please.

-meeeeeeesh!
p.s. i don't think anyone that is close to me calls me meesh anymore. haha meh!




i finally got extensions and i'm super happy with the results. god, i miss having long hair so i had to do it and it wasn't super expensive :] i got mixed results at work yesterday when i wore it but i took it as they were jealous if they were hating on it haha. my momma taught me well. to ignore any comments even compliments.

-meeeesh!
but my muscles are shrinking and my adipose tissues (sounds prettier than fat) are taking over. my boyfriend is right. i need to go to the gym. i am sad now. i know i can't give up my eating habits, i can try to eat out less but i know i can't entirely stop. all these nutrition classes aren't helping me change myself. i must start now before everything is gone and i'm just all gross and squishy.

-meesh
i just downloaded windows 7 and everything is gone. i kind of like the simplicity because there's absolutely nothing on here. my father was able to buy the new office for only 10 dollars as well. i love new. now i wish for a lighter laptop and everything will be good. haha.

this morning schedule for school is killing me but my classes aren't bad at all. i feel like i'm stressing less this quarter than last quarter. like a lot less. it's a nice feeling but it's making me crazy!

talked to a girl recently who gots her shit together and applied to pharmacy school. she's making me nervous because she's telling me everything that i need to do. she's more than willing to help me though which i appreciated a lot. it's getting close to the end of cal poly and i still need some job relating to pharmacy and kiss ass with many professors. ahhhh :[

now i have to read for english because i have a quiz tomorrow :[ i hate that class. it's really dumb and the professor is a retard. blah!
-you must check your checking/credit card account! overspending is a no-no. don't do it.
-wear something that can be easily taken off. less time taking off and on clothes, more time checking yourself out in your new clothes
-don't carry too much going into the shop. then you can carry more stuff when you're done.
-make sure you have an abundant of time to shop. rush shopping = ending up buying clothes you don't really want.
-beware of sale items. although it's on sale, make sure you are willing to wear it more than once and that you are wearing a sale item. (haha i'm that self conscious)

and now, time for me to shop, shop, shop. i think this weekend is solely going to be me shopping away. especially since the dough will be coming in. ahh thank you financial aid, you saved my ass :]
brings me joy and happiness. i swear i thought high 70s was cold but my body loves it. this weather has put me into a good mood. so good that i have been studious. also because i get out of school everyday before 3pm. the only thing i hate - morning classes. i usually get 9 hours everyday last quarter now i've been only getting 6-7 hours. it's killing me.

i need to shop. i feel like clothes have gotten expensive though but my clothes are so boring. i want some more crazy leggings full of design and funk. i need more colors, colors, colors! i also need some bomb ass shoes.

i'm super excited about vegas. i've already picked out where i wanted to stay. we are gonna stay at THEhotel at mandalay bay. haha that's the name of the hotel. hopefully i'm not amping this trip too much because then i'm gonna be let down when it doesn't work out.

also, i'm getting sick. i thought i just had allergies because my nose was clogged, my eyes were itchy but then i started coughing. hopefully the coughing was just a little thing. i don't want to get sick. i've already got sick this year, i shouldn't have to suffer again.

that's all. goooddday.
it's my favorite day now because it's my only day off. no school, no work. i don't have to get up early. i spend time with the family. it's relaxing.

i'm already frustrated with this quarter. boo.