& so it begins

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i need to shop to make me happy because of my effed up grade i got on my first midterm of this quarter. i am so dead and ashame. i want to cry and give up on school. it sucks knowing that you might have to retake a class after one test. :[ how i desperately need money to splurge on clothes. *sigh. what am i going to do with myself?