& so it begins

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my new addiction: flickr explore. i always wanted a cool hitech camera but i never found the need to save up for it. i rather buy clothes (shopaholic alert). i'm in awed by the photographs shown, it makes me want to take up photography as a hobby. i would like to think of myself as an artistic person. i enjoy art, photography, etc. i miss doodling or taking an art class. i miss expressing myself through it. i don't want to sound like a snob but i am really good at drawing (runs in the family). *sigh.

temple on wednesday, service on thursday. i'm not ready, but who would be? it's going to be a tough week. home life is weird right now. i don't think it'll ever be the same.
so we can go eat together"

last few things my grandfather said to my grandmother as she passes away. it's been exactly 6 months and she's been holding strong. it's funny because the night before we were celebrating my cousin's first birthday. she planned it. she was waiting for the moment when there was no visitors. we were busy one night and she decided its the end. the hardest part was watching both my mother and grandfather cry. they were always the strong, stubborn one of the family. at the end of the day, we all had each other <3

rest in peace.
my blog needed to be spiffy so taaa daaah! i haven't blogged in awhile. it's cause i school monday through friday and work monday, friday, and saturday. sunday is study day. all my other free time is to sleep. haha.

anyways, i really can't stand this one person and i hate how i talk so much shit about her but really it's because she gets it off so easy. she does shit when she works yet she doesn't get fired. she's not even skinny yet everyone is attracted to her. she always gets her way. it's ridiculous. i guess i'm green with jealous because it just isn't fair. she doesn't deserve it. but then again i would have her personality if i did get everything i want. boo.

i need money. my itch to shop is turning into a rash. a big rash. it might be an infection so beware. i have to stop spending money on food. stupid food and its deliciousness. sigh.

i really wanted to write about something earlier but i totally forgot and i didn't want to write it then because i was in a computer lab full of students haha, lame eh? so i'll just end it with that.
people say i'm a shopaholic. i would agree but i know my limits. i seem to spend a lot and take trips to the mall more than an average person but i always have money saved up just in case. i can't save enormous amounts of money though but i still have a few hundreds saved up if ever needed. i think if i just give the money to my parents as a saving account because then they can keep it away from me haha. so i have the itch to spend spend spend yet i know i shouldn't. i easily spent 100 at target the other night with no remorse. i made sure that i couldn't return it by ripping off the tags. and just now i spent 80 bucks on diesel jeans (which is pretty cheap for diesel jeans) that i found online on a size that wasn't my size haha. why do i do this to myself? because i just got paid and it was a good amount. also, i gave every cash i could to my parents for the past few weeks (it ended up being around 600) and my mom "borrowed" (i'm so not asking it back) 500. thus i deserve a little break.

i've also gone lazy. for the past 3 hours i have been online window shopping, facebooking, myspacing (yeah, i know, lame right?) when i should be studying hardcore for a quiz in organic chemistry, reading up on food science and technology, and looking over notes for biology. uggggh. sad day a wasting. its okay though because today is considered my free day. i only had one class and no work! so i write this blog to waste more precious studying time but i'm done. good day.