& so it begins

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i feel like sucha weaksauce. i had to go to the doctors for this weird arm numbness pain and it was from serving. i also had the same weird sensation on my left leg so i had to take blood tests to check it out. they took so much blood that i feel queezy and threw up nothing because it was early in the morning and i haven't ate yet. my arm is still hurting after a few days. i don't know what to do. the doctor gave me some meds for the arm and it's making me feel sleepy and hungry all the time. i've been bumming it today sleeping in til 1, ate lunch with steven (3 slices of lg pizza, which is 1 more slice than steven), then napped again for an hour, and went home. now i'm just drowsy and louging around. i think i may put a movie on and nap again lol. i hate feeling so meh. i wanna be out. out out out. no ones free today to keep me company, i'm sad. it's weird having the weekend off because i rarely get it off unless its for vacay. meh. that's all.